Tuesday, August 21, 2007

haiz... i am blogging again... after a very long time... coz no one else can listen to my complaints alr... my ex gf now going to have a new bf soon.... i feeling damn low now... i noe sldnt be saying this... but i realli juz dun like the images of her being with another guy... doin the happy things we did before... its juz very... low...

But i noe this is juz being selfish bah... haiz... i am trying very hard to force myself not to talk to her much anymore... hoping time can wash away the feeling... hope she wil accept this new guy and love him truely... pray that he is good guy... and will teng her VERY VERY much... =) sometimes i rather hope it was me bah... but i noe it wont ever happen... coz she dun realli love me since the start... i am juz like a brother to herr... taking care of her things... now i hope she realli have a good bf... sincerely..

i spent the whole morning running ard the camp... my biggest boss is overseas now... so all the heads... haiz... MC ar... leave ar... SLEEP IN OFFICE ar... er xin la... hate them leh.. haiz... i wanna left this place le... i wanna go out to work... and den study... social more... coz now... i am realli feeling low... its not tt i have no frenz.. in fact.. fh, manz, jeremy, ks, etc are all very nice frenz... but i realli hoping to meet more... not limiting to a small pool onli... somemore mayb can meet gerS! lol... haiz... at the same time... gers... zzzz

think no one will read this ever... even my ex alr dun read my blog... coz i din blog... but the other shared blog for us... she also din blog or do anything also... mayb coz shes nt interested bah. which i think its the case bah... haha... i am sooo nt impt to her... yep* hee...

think will blog more next time bah.. at least until i leave this place and meet more ppl to talk to bah...

JaX

jax1987 @ 12:12 PM

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