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Thursday, August 23, 2007

yoz... now blogging again in camp... hiding one corner in my area juz now... until kana called to eat breakfast... hao bao... going to work for a while later...so sianzzz lucky i going to have a half day today...actually quite slack these few days...=x keep trying to siam everything... zzz.... coz feeling quite low the past few days...

i am feeling better now le... mayb i alr think thru it alr... n i alr told her wad i wanted to tell her frankly le... i have no idea wad will happen in the future... but i juz hope everything will be juz fine... ;)

today got half day... i think... i wanna have a good lunch... go buy microsoft office de software... hee... pirated...=x den go c c whether got jay chou the secret OST not... n he coming out with a new album again! next month.. according to my sister... n she dun wanna dl de... she wan buy original now sia... haha... rich...>.< den after that go home n watch vcd! haha... getting nicer n nicer sia... the shui hu wu jian dao...haa...

anyway! my officer nt here yet... still late again... as per usual... zzz... waiting for him to come... sianzzz....

oya...i tmr duty again... super low laR... duty n duty n duty n duty... sun still got 21 km run... zzz... so sat is a sleeping whole day thing... haiz... so sian... 21km leh!! gg to run for 2 hrs plus plus plus... >.<

sorry to li yan! i din noe u will come read my blog de... dun angry laR... ar grr grr... hee... bu yao bu fren wo leh.... ;)

JaX

jax1987 @ 9:25 AMTuesday, August 21, 2007

haiz... i am blogging again... after a very long time... coz no one else can listen to my complaints alr... my ex gf now going to have a new bf soon.... i feeling damn low now... i noe sldnt be saying this... but i realli juz dun like the images of her being with another guy... doin the happy things we did before... its juz very... low...

But i noe this is juz being selfish bah... haiz... i am trying very hard to force myself not to talk to her much anymore... hoping time can wash away the feeling... hope she wil accept this new guy and love him truely... pray that he is good guy... and will teng her VERY VERY much... =) sometimes i rather hope it was me bah... but i noe it wont ever happen... coz she dun realli love me since the start... i am juz like a brother to herr... taking care of her things... now i hope she realli have a good bf... sincerely..

i spent the whole morning running ard the camp... my biggest boss is overseas now... so all the heads... haiz... MC ar... leave ar... SLEEP IN OFFICE ar... er xin la... hate them leh.. haiz... i wanna left this place le... i wanna go out to work... and den study... social more... coz now... i am realli feeling low... its not tt i have no frenz.. in fact.. fh, manz, jeremy, ks, etc are all very nice frenz... but i realli hoping to meet more... not limiting to a small pool onli... somemore mayb can meet gerS! lol... haiz... at the same time... gers... zzzz

think no one will read this ever... even my ex alr dun read my blog... coz i din blog... but the other shared blog for us... she also din blog or do anything also... mayb coz shes nt interested bah. which i think its the case bah... haha... i am sooo nt impt to her... yep* hee...

think will blog more next time bah.. at least until i leave this place and meet more ppl to talk to bah...

JaX

jax1987 @ 12:12 PMFriday, May 04, 2007

hrmz... a new entry! in taiwan somemore... i am kinda bored here alone in the ops room... haha... everyone is either sleeping or outside patrolling the people... anyway.... its almost 2 weeks in taiwan and i am actually quite used to the life here coz the ppl are realli friendly.. made some new frenz and during our RnR, i think we will go out tgt...

Haha... but i wont go those "KTVs" de... hee... rather go shopping to buy things for frenz den waste my money there on... haha... u noe wad.... anyway... i need to buy many many gifts leh.. need for mama, papa, sister, grandma, my gf yan, fh, manz, mayb yb and ks too... c how bah... mayb buy ROC camp shirt for all of the guys...

Btw, my yan juz finished her exams liao.. hope she does well lehz.. i noe she did study and no matter wad are the results... i will be proud of her...:) hehe... actually i am quite disapppointed she went to c spiderman 3 without me.... and go watch it with her frenz... got guys somemore... haha... petty me... =x but nvm laR... you enjoyed it jiu hao kie... :) i asked fh to watch with me liao... but hey fh! if you got date for that movie... dun need bother abt me k! hee... date more impt... i can always go back and buy vcd or dvd de! =)

i am so missing my yan leh... and also missing playing dota with manz and fh... sian.. hands itchy to play liao... one more week to c her and play dota.. feel like going h.i.g.h lanshop one the 12 when i come back... but manz got boating course... shall c fh and jeremy free notz...

Tis entry quite long.. make up for the one month no blog again... haha... miss everyone in sg too!

JaX

jax1987 @ 6:40 AMWednesday, April 11, 2007

wah... the last blog was 10 march.... hrmz... i am too lazy to blog for 1 month liao.... haha...

anyway... the last month was fine... only that i realised that i am going overseas for 22 days... to taiwan... on 20 APR till 12 MAY... which is so soon... haiz.... will miss sg... everyone.. expecially my ger yan and my family...

I am feeling quite insecure eh... dunno why... its not that i feel that she dun love me... its juz that she is so friendly to all... so much that i am always feeling that she got so many boys around her and i am juz one of them... haiz.... mayb i am juz thinking too much...

What will happen in this 3 weeks when i overseas? will anyone snatch her away? i dunno... haiz... i am juz... insecure... but actually its quite lame laR... if it is going to happen, no matter i overseas or not it will still happen... haha... so... blehz... =x

Anyway! i will buy the requests from everyone de... n hopefully i can find it in taiwan bah... hee... take care everyone... esp my yan~

JaX

jax1987 @ 9:11 PMSaturday, March 10, 2007

I like quite some thing no blogs liao... hee... i am so sian recently.... yest went to one meeting at 5pm... one when everyone is going home.... sian laR... wasted my time... den next week will become a super long week and tiring week for me... coz i will be super super busy..

Den got duty somemore... haizz i wanna rest until ORD...

JaX

jax1987 @ 10:13 PMTuesday, February 27, 2007

hrmz... time to blog after so long le.... did one weekend guard duty on sunday.... den hoR... actually sld be ard 1 need to reach yishun the next day and i was told by my superior to do so and i can skip the morning session. HOWEVER. another superior of mine... suddenly juz appear frm no where and told likiat to tell me n emil to go there by 11... i was so super super upset n dulan....

so.... i made my way there after reaching home and bath and go out... n wad made me even dulan... i reach there.... after ard 10 to 15 minutes.... the morning session ended... i was totally sian diao... i din have guard rest.... pia down there.... and it... ENDED! >.< the sunday i do guard is full day loR... and i slept onli abt 4 hrs... den go this thingy made me so sian...

after that we went to lan gaming for a while... den go the afternoon session...which supposed to start at 2... then talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk by our big boss.... den super cold sitting there somemore... bad day man... bad day..... "i had a bad day...."

luckily go yan still with me.... :) at night go pick her up frm star gazing lesson in sch... so i reached home n slept onli at ard 1... haa... den today morning report early for life run... haaa no 7 hrs sleep loR... but suck thumb... still run.... yawnz... now is super tired le... gonig to sleep soon.... so that tmr got energy to start work after this lnog long break man.... yawnzZz... take care everyone...

JaX

jax1987 @ 9:30 PMSaturday, February 17, 2007

today is saturday le... its chu xi ye.... hee... hope next yr will be a great yr for all.... :) juz went out with yan to buy things coz she needa buy new things for the new year... heee.. bought one bag for her.... but dun dare buy the shoes for her... coz.... nt good to buy shoes for ur gf/bf.... =x

anyway... after that i went to my granny hse.... ate there.... but hoR.... sian leh... bu happy one.... coz the mood not there.... n my ma is still sick at home... so me n sis rushed home after the dinner and c wad happens to my ma....

my ma.... she is so ke lian.... so sick... went to slp liao... she juz gave me n my sis the angbao and went to slp le.... hope she will be fine tmr... think tmr wont go out till too late i think... coz of my ma so sick... hope to c yan tmr.... hope she can come my hse bai nian... heee... "pray*"

=)

JaX

jax1987 @ 9:27 PM